You feel shame and you’re hiding it from your family because you know they will be hurt. They are tired of it. You are tired of it.
In all honesty, you can’t figure out how you got back to this place. All you know is that you have to feed that monster called addiction. Now. It just pulls you back into that same ugly pattern. Lying to you over and over and over again, making you do things the real you would never do.
So familiar. So miserable.
You don’t want to be in this place at all. You think about reaching … Read more...