Me: I don’t know yet which is worse. The anticipation of June 5, Charles’ death anniversary, or the actual day
Alter Ego: I’ve noticed you are sleeping restlessly again and the hot flashes are worse
Me: And the heaviness in my limbs. It feels like the death anniversary will mean he is farther away from me
Alter Ego: You’ll have to learn to carry him in your heart
Me: Sometimes I know what that means. Other times I don’t and I feel if I cling to my grief I’m closer to him and he won’t fade away
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