In 2015, I lost my brother, Doug to suicide.
It was a very complicated relationship. He was verbally and physically abusive to me when we were growing up. He needed help so badly but he didn’t ask for it and “handled things on his own.” I felt so much anger, maybe even rage at times. I don’t know where all this anger came from.
Then, on June 23, 2018, I lost my husband to suicide as well. I felt totally numb and in shock. I know that there’s a lot of anger … Read more...