My grief timeline. The first two years.

This will be a description of how I felt at certain points in my grief journey after the loss of my child to suicide as a result of depression and addiction. The back and forth. The grief relapses, the surges forward and back again.

Day 1 – Worst day of my life. The pain was unbearable. I felt like I was not going to survive it. The only way I made it from one hour to the next was to tell myself it would never be as bad as it was when I got the news. The next … Read more...