Evolution of my grief after Charles’ suicide

At first, following anything with more than two steps was impossible.

The grief would surround me and literally take me to the floor where I would try to escape it. Like I could squeeze out of its way or hide from it. The emotional pain was so intense, it hurt physically.

I was not a great driver. I came way too close to having a major accident or causing one. Very close. I did back into a post in a parking lot.

I got lost going to the drug store and had to use the GPS for every single destination … Read more...