The fireworks behind my eyes

Lately, when I dream about Charles, I see flashes of light like fireworks behind my eyelids when I close my eyes.

It’s not alarming but pleasant to the point, I feel “wow.” I also feel warm inside. I’d describe it as mesmerizing and spectacular.

While I’ve read about flashing lights behind the eyelids, this is more specific. For one thing, I have them only after I dream about Charles.

I hate to say I don’t dream about him as often as I’d like. It seems to go in cycles. Months where I have very few Charles dreams and struggle to … Read more...