You are in pain but there is no rush to kill yourself right now.
I am so sorry you feel so badly that you are looking up a way to die. I’m putting a video here from my son who suffered from depression and addiction to heroin and died by suicide. I know my son looked up this phrase, too.
People who were hurting as much as you are have told me these videos helped them. They are from my son, Charles’ hurting soul.
I miss him every single day.
Please tell someone. Please talk to someone.
U.S. Suicide Hotline 1-800-273-8255. U.S. Crisis text line 741-741.
The one below is more like comedy but people tell me it helped them.