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I am so sorry you feel so badly you are looking up how to hang yourself. My son, Charles, looked up this phrase, too.
He suffered from depression and addiction to heroin and died by suicide. People who were hurting as much as you are have told me the videos below helped them. They are from my son’s hurting soul.
I miss him every single day.
Please tell someone. Please talk to someone.
If you are a teen or young adult, several have used this guide to figure out how to tell a parent or loved one you want to die. It’s worked well for many. For the Teen Contemplating Suicide and Looking for the Strength to Reach Out. I hope you will use it. It takes courage to reach out for help.